I have this new girlfriend and I am very much in love with her. The only problem is that I have a dirty little secret that I don't find it very easy to talk about to anyone. For the last five years, I have been visiting a dominatrix. She works for a leading cheap London escorts agency, and she is really the only person who knows about my secret. If it was not tracking her down, and contacting the London escorts agency she works, I am not sure how I would have got through the last couple of years.
Yes, I am into domination, and the only outlet I can find for this passion is to date London escorts. But as I am passionately in love with my girlfriend, I would like her to know about my secret. I think it is important to be honest with others, especially if you are madly in love with them. However, I am not sure how my girlfriend is going to react. I hope that she is going to accept that I have this need to date London escorts.
I have thought about going to a counselling service. But, the truth is that I am not sure that I want to change. I very much enjoy the company of my sexy dominatrix at London escorts, and I know that I am not going to find it easy to give her up. It would be much better if my girlfriend could accept that I only go and see cheap London escorts to satisfy my need for domination.
Most women find domination hard to cope with. I have had girlfriends in the past who have expressed an interest in domination. However, once they found out what is involved, they change their minds and I am back to dating London escorts again. It is hard to live with a special need and I think that many men in my position find it equally difficult. It is a lot like living with Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde.
I am so much in love with this girl, and I would hate to lose her. It almost feels like I need to come out to her. The only way I can describe it is by exposing myself to her, and I have to admit that does not make me feel comfortable. Telling cheap London escorts about my need for a dominatrix was not such a big deal. The girl I visit seemed to accept me for who I am and did not worry about my personal quirk. As a matter of fact, I would go as far as to say that she got a kick out of it. Who knows, maybe my new girlfriend has a darker side as well.
Is having a kinky fetish for domination something to be ashamed of. I used to think so, however cheap London escorts have explained that i should be proud of who i am and don't let society's way make me cower. I love them for that and how they exude confidence. I thought me to be confident as everyone one has their kinky side so i should not be worried that i have one and i will always be thankful to them for that.